When life want to screw u up, it will and it can. Of all the hardest and most impossibility TAH DAH! It happened!
While my upperstudy isnt that helpful and my superior aint really care. I became the sole board for arrows coming in all directions. Everyday, i pray for smooth and peaceful days in camp. I dun really care about promotions, or good relationships with superiors. All i want is to pass this 2 yrs smoothly.
Help.
At times, i feel weird talking to myself. However, i often do that to put myself into the other party’s shoes. I reflect on my tone, my body language and all the signals i sent over to him. Is it ok? Is it too fierce?
Reflecting is a very good way to learn as we experience it ourselves. We have done what was previously right or wrong and we re-enact the situation to deem whether it was the right approach. Hence, if reflections always bring you regrets, try to have some constraints in ur language or choice of words.
Well at times i really hope my boss aint around.. But until recently, i realise she is the shield for me. She will block off all the arrows from Ninja warrior and tank all damage herself. The bigger boss (ninja warrior) is really scary. A call from her desk… u kenna arrow without knowing alr…
Today was a really busy day. At times, I could not contain my worries and lashes out to my fellow buddies. However, after lashing out, the feeling was horrible! Then i thought of what AC Chah said…. What is dharma? Nothing isnt. Everything we do , say, act… Contributes very much to our cultivation and our future.
On the way back home, while on the bus, I was pondering the difference in mood when I was in the bus and while i was in the office. It was so different. In the office, every breathe was quick and short. The mood changes when worries take over my heart. Everything seems to be so rush and we are really screwed. I cannot think properly or see properly what i needed through my mind.
On the other hand, while on the bus, it was a total relief feeling. When worries are removed from my heart and mind, I can see more clearly in my mind. The breathing was slow and deep. The feeling was optimistic.
I realised something. Why worry about the future, when it is something unknown and unpredictable. Grasp the present and make full use of it.
Monk: Luang Pu Goy
Temple: Wat KhaoDinTai
Year: BE 2552
Model: Jao Choo 3 MaHaHian Nang Oke Tak
Felt good today morning with this amulet… and was rather busy today… well all was alright…
Might be interested in releasing it out .
Buddha image
Phra Naprok!
Jatukum!
LP Pae buddha bucha!
Phra chinnaraj?! WRONG its Phra Putakusai!
LP Sorthon!
LP Thuad!
LP Tae!
LP !
Phra Sivali!
LP Kope!
LP Pern!
Ser ming pai!
These are some photos of the some collections… haah
Done with new altar build up…
Buchas from AC phon, Wat Kancanarama Temple( courtesy of abbot, LP suwet) , and LP sorthon from (LP Sorthon Temple, courtesy of bro yakuza)
repainted AC phon’s buddha bucha
Well… its been a long time i went back to this blogging…. Sometimes in life there are things which u wanna say and express but there aint place to… The only place here is through cyber …when i dunno u and u dunno me…which we dont really care for each other…so who cares what we says here?
Have been collecting some items recently and it gotten all over me. Mentally, financially and physically…Im truely tired and desperately need a break.
Sick and tired of chasing AC and LPs who comes to singapore…
Sick and tired of looking for barang and famous stuff….
Sick and tired of flaunting and showing off when this is something personal in the 1st place.
Sick and tired of clinging on to such physical object when its not even permanent…
Its really time to stop…
I need a break…how long i dun dare to say…. but when im ready again… I’ll come back with style.
Maha-Karuniko natho Hitaya sabba-paninam
Puretva parami sabba Patto Sambodhim-uttamam
Etena sacca-vajjena Hotu te jaya-mangalam
(The Buddha), our protector, with great compassion,
For the welfare of all beings,
having fulfilled all the perfections,
Attained the highest self-awakening.
Through the speaking of truth,
may you have a victory blessing.
Jayanto bodhiya mule Sakyanam nandi-vaddhano
Evam tvam vijayo hohi Jayassu jaya-mangale
Victorious at the foot of the Bodhi tree
Was he who increased the Sakyan’s delight.
May you have the same sort of victory. May you win victory blessings.
Aparajita-pallanke Sise pathavi-pokkhare
Abhiseke sabba-budhhanam Aggappatto pamodati
At the head of the lotus leaf of the world
On the undefeated seat
Consecrated by all the Buddhas
He rejoiced in the utmost attainment.
Sunakkhattam sumangalam Supabhatam suhutthitam
Sukhano sumuhutto ca Suyittham brahmacarisu
Padakkhainam kaya-kammam Vaca-kammam padakkhinam
Padakkhainam mano-kammam Panidhi te padakkhina
Padakkhinani katvana Labhantatthe, padakkhine
A lucky star it is, a lucky blessing, a lucky dawn, a lucky sacrifice,
a lucky instant, a lucky moment, a lucky offering:
i.e.,a rightful bodily act, a rightful verbal act, a rightful mental act,
your rightful intentions with regards to those who lead the chaste life.
Doing these rightful things, your rightful aims are achieved.
So attha-laddho Sukhito Virulho buddha-sasane
Arogo Sukhito hohi Saha sabbehi natibhi.
Sa attha-laddha sukhita Virulha buddha-sasane
Aroga Sukhita hohi Saha sabbehi natibhi.
Te atta-laddha sukhita Virulha budhha-sasane
Aroga sukhita hotha Saha sabbehi natibhi
May he gain his aims be happy
and flourish in the Buddha’s teachings.
May you, together with all you relatives,
be happy and free from disease.
May she gain her aims, be happy….
May they gain their aims, be happy…
